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Real
Testimonies |
The following is a compilation of real
testimonies which I've received from people
all over the world.
These are real testimonies from real heroin addicts,
recovering addicts, parents helping their
children quit heroin; brothers and sisters helping their
family members quit heroin; boyfriends and girlfriends
helping their loved ones quit heroin and stay clean for
good. Names have been abbreviated with initials to
insure privacy. Personal and private details have also
been removed as well. Enjoy.
NEW: "I'm
doin it! I startd snortn oxy's 3 yrs ago and last year
it turnd into snortn herion! im on day 3
and already feel better! ive
been followin ur cold turkey method! thank u
doesnt cut it! But thats all i got thank u! ur givin me
my life BACK!..." GS (male)
NEW:
"Hello Jorge, I'm just now 17 days into cold
turkey from smoking a gram a day for the last 7
months and want to just say that your website is truly
amazing and want to thank you for taking the time out to
help people rid themselves of this evil.
I will be passing this website along to people
that I know suffer from this horrible addiction.
Thanks again,..." PM (male)
NEW: "Hi,....
I quit using heroin about a month and a
half ago and am over all the physical with-drawls....
Thank you ..." RH (female)
NEW: "man
i want to thank you for the music... i am on day
3... i think the worst is over.
i still get the chillls and sneezing and kinda lethargic
but the elvis picks me up right up. i think i
can finally see the other side of the looking glass.
trees look like trees and the sun is looking beautiful
and im not sticking a needle in my arm first thing in
the morning. praise god thanks again.." M (male)
NEW: "Hey
man just checking in...I've been up for 4 hours on
day 5. Feeling good. My mind is alert
and my appetite is coming back. I managed to get
6 hours of sleep last night (probably from
getting 0 the night before)It took a while this morning
for my body to catch up with the mind but a walk
.. with my dog seemed to do the trick. 3 days
ago this day 5 seemed so far away. I worked for
4 hours yesterday and I'm bout to go do the
same. I can't wait for this day to end and tomorrow to
start. Taking it day by day man..."
DR (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5
"Hey man thanks for the response and the support. It
certainly helps... I turned my cell phone off
so I am somewhat out of communication...I was
ready to give in and went for a drive to go find a phone
(not to many payphones around these days). Anyway I went
to two different payphones and they were both broken. If
something were to convince me that there is a higher
power in life that would be it. By the time I hit the
second payphone I realized what I was doing and came
back to earth. Came back home and calmed down...realized
how fragile this situation is. Anyway I am
trying to stay on guard...the physical part
isn't that bad at the moment except for the coming and
going of restless legs and the lack of sleep...it just
keeps creeping in my head...I had 2 cravings today but
they eventually went away. Anyway
gonna try to stay
strong and just finish up this day so I can start day 6.
Thanks for being an outlet...it's greatly appraciated..."
DR (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 20 "Hey Jorge. Just wanted to check in
and let you know I'm still going strong and dope free
:) It's a battle but so far I'm still winning. Still not
sleeping well but I'm full of energy. Wanted to thank
you for everything..." DR (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 40 "Hey Jorge, Just wanted to say what's
up. I've past day 40 and things are really starting to
shape up. Took me a little while to get here but .. if
it wasn't worth it. I spent the good part of 2 months
sick ... but today I feel great. After the first week
(couldn't manage the first week) I started working part
time 20-25 hours 4 days a week. It was a help but it
still left me with a lot of time. My goal was to get a
full time job by the end of one month clean. Low and
behold at exactly one month clean I got one. Now I am
working 6 days a week. Around 55 hours. How nice that my
paycheck doesn't go to dope anymore. I can finally start
paying off some of that junkie debt. My days are finally
full and I'm thinking clearly. I'm up around 6am every
morning. Coffee, workout(not always but trying). Work
9-7. Home...play with the pup, eat, read, sleep. Yes
that's right...SLEEP!!!...who would've thought after all
those sleepless nights that 7-8 uninterupted hours of
sleep was possible? I've started seeing an addiction
counselor; I'll see where that goes. This is the longest
I've gone without taking any opiate... and to be honest
this time it will be for good. I don't
ever want to go through what I've been through these
last 4 months.... Never again man.... Just wanted to thank you again for
all that you have done for so many of us. Much love
brother..." DR (male)
NEW:
"Hi jorge, just letting ya know
we are five days
in!!!! And i am hella stoked! Thanks to you. you have
been our life saver and since I dont know you personally
im praying for god to do something good for you in your
life! you are an insperation to us all out here. I hope
for more and more users to find your website and get the
know how and the courage to quit.... well i love you
jorge!!!! thanks again! :) :) xoxox :)..." RE (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 12 "Hi jorge. We r now 12 days in today! Im exited.
I feel like i am living my life again.
Yesterday we were able to go to the creek and go
swimming and have a good time sober. It was a blast. Oh
yeah! And check this out... Last week we were only like
in our third day and this guy called wanting us to go in
on a g with him. We even had the money in our pockets to
do so and we fought the temptation. I was proud.. It was
hard as hell though lol but we did it. Thanks again..."
RE (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 12 "yeah we did it. Thank u again so
much! Again i sit here and cry just thinking about
everything and how long we have come....
now everything
is so great... Thank you soooo much!!!!!!! *with tears
in our eyes! Love "!!!* RE (female)
NEW: "Hello Jorge. I discovered your site and i think
you re doing a realy great job...Today its day 3. Im
okay with physical pain. I can deal with it... My best
wishes..." JK (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 7 "Hi again Jorge... Thanks for mailing
back. It is really inspiring to know that a person from
the other side of the world cares for you and offers to
help you. So...today its day 7. I am ok, I feel ok, so
one more time I made it through day 7.... But I think
the real deal starts now... There are a lot more things
and habits to change... I know that from now on its a
matter of hanging tight here and not relapsing. I am
really optimistic right now. The info in your site and
the contact we made was helpful and inspiring, so be
sure that you will hear form me soon. Best wishes for
you and your loved ones..." JK (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 3
"Hello Jorge. i have some good news.
I hant touched heroin for almost 3 months now.
I also
have a girl again. I really want to thank you form the
bottom of my heart for everything. Even though we dont
know each other its really good to know that somebody
from the other side of the world cares about me. I wish
you the very best. with a lot of respect and love..."
JK (male)
NEW: "Hey Jorge.... just like so many people before and
after me, you guided me through the worst part of my withdrawls and helped me to
the other side. You
helped me get back on my feet, and you were there for me
during times I thought I was going insane. I will have
11 months clean from opiates tomorrow. I just wanted to
say THANK YOU... you have given me my life back... you
helped me to grow the wings I needed in order to fly,
and stay away from all the drug... I don't talk to
anyone who uses... I have amazing friendships again...
I
have goals that I am pursuing... I have never felt
better. I just wanted to say thank you..."
NM (female)
NEW: "Dear Jorge, I want to thank you for sharing all
that information on this evil substance. Today is day 11
and without the help of my family I wasn't going to make
it. I went to a rehab in California back in June and got
out in late August. By October I was a full blown addict
again and I lost everything. My car, my apartment,
etc... I have read and re-read your website over and
over and it has helped me through this battle. I am
still very weak but try to go for walks and keep
occupied. ....if I sleep 4 hrs a night, its a
blessing.... got me Clonopin to help take the edge off.
I hate putting another substance in my body but they
seem to help. I will only ask for them when I
desperately need them.... The last thing I need is
another dependency. Next Tuesday I am moving to """ to
stay with family. Im trying to change everything I can.
I was very into lifting weights and Im dying to get back
to the gym.... When I saw your picture of Rocky and big
smile came over my face. Thats what I picture now when
it gets tough. Thank you for your wisdom and kindness...
Sincerely,..." CK (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 13
"Hey Jorge, I want to thank you again!! Just reading
your email has given me that little extra strength. More
importantly the information you provided has enabled me
to understand whats going on with my body and how to
take the steps to overcome these frustrating issues. Im
sure you write to many others so Ill make this short.
You are a good man with a good soul. .... and I will
keep you in my prayers. Thank you so
much. When I saw your email in my inbox I was so
excited. Perhaps when I fully overcome this (yes, I
know, it will be years...lol) You have inspired me to
want to help others. I hope we remain in contact and
when the time comes you can direct me on how to help
others battle through this life and death battle. Take
Care,... p.s. The Rocky theme... I play it 100x a day.
It really works but I think i'm driving everyone nuts
with it. LOL..." CK (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 20 "Jorge, Hope all is good with you! Its
Day 20. I feel
amazing.... Im eating healthy light food.... Thanks,.."
CK (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 4 "Hey Jorge,I'm doin very well, ...
I
feel great, have a great job... I try to keep busy... I
was thinking of going to meetings and trying to help
others by relating my experiences. I've moved ... 4 mos
ago so I've been out of my element. I don't get cravings
anymore but I miss the excitement of my old life... I
have recommended your website to a few people. It meant
a lot to me that you could take the time to help a
complete stranger...." CK (male)
NEW: "My day 2 is coming to go....i feek realy
bad....but i hope after the thred day smile and power
will cooom back...." GK (male)
NEW: "Ive been struggling with this addiction for the
past 2years off an on.I have very loving family that
cares alot about me an to make along story short im just
tired of letting myself and family down but as we speak
im in the process of going cold turkey your message
inspired me alot we need more people like yourself. I
would love to have you for a friend while going through
hell..." MW (male)
NEW: "Hello... just read avidly your website on how to
stop using, i am gonna try all you said. Thank you so
much i never thought a website on stopping would make so
much impact on me.." DG (female)
NEW:
My boyfriend has decided to go cold turkey, and I
was surfing the web for anything help. Your website is
pretty much what we needed wrapped up into one. Everything you talk about seems like it was created
for our relationship/addiction/and lives..... He is
scared, but I'm secretly excited. ;) ..." BS (female
helping boyfriend)
NEW: "hey geoorge,
i didnt smoke two days now but i feel
okay. i only have a slight pain in my lower back and i
get cravings..." MJ (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 3 "hey george, i got your email this
morning thax alot. im on day 3 now i feel much better, i
thought day 3 was gna be the worse but im done with the
cold turkey no hot sweats, cold shiverings,
retlesness,pains no nothin. i feel so happy. jst wna say
thnx alot. i thought the withdrawals will last seven
days but i feel so good. i learned to fight agsinst the
withdrawals and i made it!!!! now i'm in charge not
heroin. so glad i'm through the worse..." MJ (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 4 "hey george. i got your e mail thanx
alot. im on day 4. im doing great. i still get cravings
but not that very bad atleast im through the worse cold
tukey and i made it without any medication. i neva gna
smoke heroin or any other drug again. im so glad im in
charge of my life again and not heroin..." MJ (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5 "hey george, i made it to day 5. im so
proud of myself, u an inspiration i could not have done
this without your help. thanx a million. the cravings
are not bad and it start to disapear. i learned a lesson
well, i will always remember the pain and suffering my
body went through. i neva wna touch heroin
again!!!!!..." MJ (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 6 "hey george, with confidence i can say
its day six now and im still going strong. i even feel
more determined my work is improving alot, i make the
sales and meet targets again like before. thanx alot
man..." MJ (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 12 "Hey geroge it is 12 days now.... i
feel good. thanx alot..." MJ (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 3 "3 moths clean and i'm going strong. thanx alot. your web site helped alot....keep up the
good work..." MJ (male)
NEW: "Hey your website is awesome. Thank u.
I'm
currently detoxing with suboxone on hour 56. The self
reassurance is what's getting me by. Everytime I think
to get high I block it with Look where it got u. Look
what you've become. And u have got this far do not go
back to square 1...." BD (male)
NEW: "I am helping my son right know,
we are on day4, I
pray he makes it all the way!!...thank you.."
CJ (mother
helping son)
NEW: "GOD BLESS YOU! Your a angel man
I already told my brotherinlaw about changing our lives completely. When
my dad comes home I'm flushing a big bag of pot down the
toilet in front of him. Your Awesome keep saving people
bro you are a savior! God bless,..." LG (male)
NEW: "Im 32 hrs in on my cold turkey war and it is
kicking my butt but i will prevail all the med is
helping alot more then i thought it would thanks for all
the tips..." KC (male)
NEW: "thank u so much for caring..i haven't used now
for 4 days. i quit smoking couple days ago so i know
that will help... thanks so much for caring..."
BD
(male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 6 "thanks for getting back to me so soon
bro i really appreciate it i finally slept last night
for 3 & half hours first sleep in a week...also holding
food down now praise god! u r a blessing to me....im
segregated from all outside world here at treatment but
its nice to feel ur support ... god bless u jorge..."
BD
(male)
NEW: "Thank you so much for this website...
I'm only
three days clean but it truly feels different this time.
When I feel sad I repeat to myself that I am clean and
getting healthier... I am happy that you're there for
me. I keep reading this site over and over again -
you're getting me through this. Its hard. Im alone doing
this. I took a few days off work to get thru the worst
of the physical part....I'm doing warm turkey- but
Im
really toughing it. Im trying to take as little drugs as
possible because I do not want to trade one habit for
another. Im happy I have not stuck a needle in my arm in
3 days and that I will soon be free of this self imposed
slavery to heroin....I keep reminding myself of all the
good I am doing by not using dope anymore.... Thank you
again... you are a very generous man to keep up this
site. Love you,..." KN (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5 "Hi Jorge, Thanks so much for your on
going support. Its making a big difference in my life!!
I completed five days of not using heroin!
I am also about halfway through my 6th day!
This feels good... I
printed your email and I keep it with me. I have read it
many times just to keep my motivation strong. Right now
I feel good and strong, but I know that
harder days will come. Days when I have to fight off temptation to get
high. I will keep reading your website and emails. I
think that someday I will also be 17 years clean, I will
be proud of myself as you are now. Perhaps I will be
able to help others like you do. You really have given
me and many other people such a wonderful resource. I
appreciate you so much Jorge. So very much.... I am
wisely using tools that I have been blessed with to keep
me going. I repeat to myself constantly all the reasons
why I am staying clean. It works. I re-read your
inspiring website and the email you sent. I keep
reminding myself that this is for the higher good of
myself..... A perk to not doing dope is that I stopped
smoking cigarettes too... So one less health problem to
worry about.....Eventually I want to be 100% drug
free... hopefully within the month if I keep going at
this rate... I won't say this has been easy. But it sure
has been easier than it has in the past. I have to keep
myself in check emotionally....Thank you again... I will
keep on keeping on... Love to you & Blessings..."
KN
(female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 7 "Hello Jorge, Just a quick... last
night was a struggle. I fought with myself for hours...
... its past the physical point now... I feel my normal
body and mind.... I have cut off all my friends because
they are high and actively using and would sabotage my
sobriety., I will not do dope because of a million good
reasons,.... I cannot be selfish.... Thanks for standing
by my through this,... Ill print your email and take it
to work to keep me focused and help me to not feel so
alone. THank you again,.... Lots of Love and THanks..."
KN (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 11 "Hi Jorge-Today was a better day than
last night.... I DID NOT GO COP. I wanted to, I really
did... but seriously... I could not bring myself to the
Dope Man at the Dope Spot. Its such a pathetic place as
I remember it, since I haven't been there in 2 weeks...
it seems soo long ago. Instead I went shopping, and
bought myself a couple shirts for work,.... I had time
to think clearly, drug free. Amazing how much money I
have since I have not bought dope in so long. As a
coping mechanism, I ordered a yoga video off Amazon
today. I used to love yoga,.... I need to get back in
shape.... I just want to thank you again for always beign there for me..... and I really don't know how you
find the time to be friends with all us people that
write to you seeking your professional guidance and
experience and support... If it werent for you Jorge, I
probably would have copped some dope today. But I didnt...
I keep your emails with me and I read them over and
over. I remember what you tell me, and how you support
me, and how you inspire me to be a better
person and to make a better life.. You're making a
huge difference in my life. I cant thank you enough..
Love..." KN (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 14 "Hi Jorge-Its always good to read
your emails.. I read them and re-read them to keep
myself going, because sometimes I really think I want to
go cop and there is always that thought running through
my head. Although I never do it,.... Monday morning
I
even went for an hour massage at a local spa.
It was
wonderful! I felt so good after, I was able to stretch
into some deep yoga postures after the massage,... Ive
been following the plan,... I can definitely say that I
am totally dope free... Its purely emotional now. As
always I am grateful to have your help through this. You
are definitely earning your angel wings by helping
complete strangers, and dedicating so much time to
helping people- when you have been away from this 17
years now,... Reading your website, your emails and
reminding myself why I am doing this. Thank you so much
for being there for me. Much love and appreciation..."
KN (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 50 "Hi Jorge...So nice to finally speak
with you... Right now my only goal is to stay away from
dope- completely. I am just staying right here, not
trying to move any huge mountains, just trying to keep
busy, motivated, educated, encouraged, and stay clean.
You're helping me- you give me a place to CONFESS,
without judgement... I really need that and I really
appreciate that. I hope some day I will be able to some
how repay you for all that you do for me. For now,
you're just in my prayers. That you and your children
are safe and happy and that you know a good long happy
life...Love you..." KN (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 3 "Hi Jorge-Everything is going
great.... I am still 100% free of dope...So-
everything
here is really good, ....I am PROUD that I am dope-free,
believe me... but I really do understand why people
usually don't end up quitting dope. You helped me alot..
I think about you almost every day. Although youre a
perfect stranger, I feel that you and I have walked many
of the same roads, and you know where I have been and
where I am now. Please send me some of your wise wise
words... it helps me so much, I want to be one of your
success stories... Love to you and God Bless your
children..." KN (female)
NEW: "Hey jorge.....
I read your website everyday. im on
day 4 .... i live at college..... your my inspiration
man i wanna be clean for the rest of my life and be the
old.. the star athlete. if you can just get back to me
with some words of encouragement i would really
apprecite it. Thanks,." KB (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5 "Hey jorge thank you so much for
writing back. I really appreciate it. I actually took
your advice and went to see a counselor today and it
definitely helped. I'm almost to day 6 which is crazy
I
can't believe I made it this far already. I just can't
wait to be normal. Thanks again for getting back to
me..." KB (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 4 "Hey Jorge.... I am doin excellent.
Im 4 months clean and feel better then ever. you and
your website saved my life. i feel like i can accomplish
anything now. so i just joined the marines and im goin
in training for the recons which is special forces.
after beating heroin i know i can do that. so thanks
again for giving me my life back. you are a great
person. thanks..." KB (male)
NEW: "My mom has been talking to you via email and my
sister printed out everything from your website and made
me a book..... I am ready to be clean..." LC (male)
NEW: "My son came to us a few nights ago and told us how
had been smoking heroin for the past few months. He is
entering inpatient rehab today and we just wanted to
tell you how helpful your website was to us. Pls. just
pray for our son. .... Sincerely,..." KC (parents
helping son)
NEW: "I wanted to thank you for making this informative
site. I'm coming up on 18 hours since I last used
heroin... I've been a slave to this... too long and
enough is enough! Recently the love of my life came back
into my life with a phone call out o nowhere... now
I
have another chance at a happy life with her... I've
looked at a few of these sites and have thought of quiting for a long time but
now I really want it. More
than ever before....Thank you for what you do for so
many. And for me too..." TR (male)
NEW: "I just read your page and
I want to stop dope so
bad its unbelievable. I did my last bag today
and I am
preparing to try to stop again for the 600th time.... ur
page is my last hope... Thannks..." JS (male)
NEW: "hey bro...
i will be starting tonight or early
morning... i will be going to the store to get some of
the thing's u metioned on here some i already have man
it's gonna hurt but i am so ready.... i am about to do
this just got back from cvs and getting the thing's u
put donw on the list i hope they help...." ER (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "man it's been going so hard bro man
it's 4:04 pm here and still haven't picked up
and i wont ugg i started drinking the stuff have taken 3 showers
already i knw i can do this thnx for been here for me
man i was 5 years clean and then i've been on thbis trip
for almost 2 years off and on..." ER (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 3 "man bro day 3 and the nyqul and
malatiom wks alot with this.." ER (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 6 "man bro i haven't sleepet in 2
day's... i still haven't picked up...it's a new day and
a new start right thnx for emailing me bro...thnk u so
much for the help with the words... i just came back
from a walk and took a long hot shower..."
ER (male)
NEW: "I have wonderful news..my husband is cleaning up
thru the methadinw clinic he is still very sick cuz
their dropping the dose. But he's praying again which is
music to my ears.thank u for this website. It helped me
ubderstand him And i stand by side. God bless u..."
A
(wife helping husband)
NEW: "I just found your website &
for the first tme I
feel HOPE. For this I sincerely thank u..."
FP (female)
NEW: Hey-...i've been using heroin for almost 2 years,
and in the past 6 months is when i've become on and off
physically dependent. The vicious cycle of heroin use
and withdrawl...god, it's the most painful thing to
endure, whether for yourself or for someone you care
about. I went to your site and read the whole thing-
crying the entire time (especially the testimonials).
The information you offer is so spot on and helpful, the
best we (me and my boyfriend) have found so far. Thank
you so much for creating this site and being there for
complete strangers. After reading this site and seeing
how strong and motivated my boyfriend is, I really do
want to just get rid of the rest of my bags and start
fresh, stay clean for the both of us. I really
appreciate it, thank you so much for helping me and
especially for helping my boyfriend to stay strong...."
AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "Hey again, today's day one. finished
my last bag last night. i woke up feeling okay,...can't get comfortable.
...,
and i'm sweating and cold ugghh. i can't get any more so
i obviously just have to suffer through it. i can't wait
to be done with this and i'm hoping tomorrow won't be as
bad as i think it will be. thanks again for
listening. hope all is well with you...i'm gunna go
drink some water, take a hot shower and try and relax.
thanks again- and i'll keep you posted!..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 2 "Halfway through day 2. last night and
this morning was hellllllll. woke up totally drenched in
sweat, freezing cold, etc etc.... freezing/burning up, blah.
made it to my first class, and atually felt better in
the middle of it. the mornings and nights are always the
worst though, so whatever. i think walking to and from
class helped too, like you said.... can't wait to hit
day 7, day 20, and onward!..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 2 "i keep telling myself it
doesn't get worse than this, that the worst is over...
day 2 almost done, day 2
almost done. i cant even imagine moving, its hard enough
to go get more water ugghh. thank you for the continued
support, i reread these messages daily. i will get
through this...." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 3 "Day 3! I was in such horrible pain
last night,...then I forced myself to get up..., and talking to him
(I
came clean) helped a lot....Woke up this morning to a
bad headache and restlessness- took some dayquil and
advil. Got up and got ready for class, tried eating
pretzels and peanut butter...definitely a struggle :/ My
stomach started killing me so instead of going to class
i went back to your website. i labeled my calendar! it
worked out perfectly.. day 30 is my last day of school
and i get to go home. I'm so excited! It made me feel
good looking at the calendar. And to be honest,
I was
really skeptical of the music thing on your page, I
didn't think it could have that big of an effect.
However, I decided to try it.. so i went and listened to
I Will Survive. Not gunna lie, it made me cry...but in a
good way, like I was smiling too. I have it on repeat
right now, really uplifting (: I know day 3 is going to
be hard too.., but I'm excited to get through it and get
to day 4. and then to day 30..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 4 "almost done with day 4. besides
occasionally being freezing or boiling, my main symptoms
are headaches, a terrible cough...., and my stomach almost constantly
being upset haha. oh and randomly feeling the need to
cry? which is always fun. i know it'll get better soon
and i'll get to move on from eating pb&j whenever i'm
hungry haha.... thanks again...." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 6 "hey again! day 6, feeling basically
back to normal, which is great......hope all is well
with you!..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 7 "day 7- made it out. one weeeeeek yay
(: ..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 12 "hellohello. finishing day 12, doing
well.....i've been trying to keep myself busy/brain
occupied so i don't think about all this. i do hope all
is well with you and that you're getting many success
emails!..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 13 "I just watched the movie Candy- it
was fantastic. It of course made me cry, just
watching what they go through and the procession...., it just made me think, ya know? and i
love the tim buckley version of the theme song, song to
the siren.... i'm feeling a little better about
things.... keeping myself busy. thank for you for the
last email, as always, made me feel better.... hope all
is good with you!..." AB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 31 "Hello hello! I just wanted to send a
quick email saying that I'm home, done with finals (and
even did pretty damn well haha- got an A on one final/in
one class, waiting on the others!), and on day 31!!! I
got home last night, and usually I immediately go and
get a bag and then figure out my plans, but nope! Only
vaguely crossed my mind, but didn't even crave. I know
it's only day one, but I was still pretty damn happy haha....
And it just reminded me of your testimonials
page, and how I would read it and couldn't wait to be a
part of that, actually sober of this.... I hope all is
good with you!..." AB (female)
NEW: "Jorge I want you to know
I just finished day 3 and
feel more alive then I ever have, I came clean to my
friends,.. I truely believe I had an ephiany. I WILL
DO IT THIS TIME, NO IF's AND's or BUT's. IM GOING TO GET
THROUGH THIS. I KNOW I CAN!! Not only for me, but
for my family, and friends as well. God bless, I think im starting to see the light. Much love jorge, sincerly,..."
TK (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5 "Jorge I've been meaning to contact
you currently 5 days clean!!!..."
TK (male)
NEW: "Dear Jorge,... My baby sister ... has come out
about her addiction to Heroin. Today will be the 2nd day
she has concurred this addiction. I want to know how to
help her. She has been doing it cold turkey.... I am so proud of her. She deserves the world
and I want her to live a healthy life and so does she.
She wants to be an inspiration to young kids or anyone
wanting to do drugs.... Thank you,..."
RV (sister helping
sister)
NEW: "Hey Jorge well I finally did it.
I waited 34 hours
before I took the sub. Those were the worst 34 hours of
my life.... I just wanted to thank you for your help and
support...." WV (male)
NEW: "Sir, my son is trying your program to get off
heroin. Today is day 9..Thank you..."
LE (mother helping son)
NEW: "hello.... Ive been snorting heroin for about a
year and a half. Ive tried many times to stop but to no
success. I just read everything on your page and now
feel ready to do this. My girlfriend is pregnant and our
baby is due in September. So I just wanted to say thank
you from me and my family. You Jorge may have very well
saved my life here. God bless you for makin that
website...." JB (male)
NEW: "hey jorge,...Yesterday was my first day sober in a
long long time. Today is my second. Im going the cold
turkey approach. I have come clean to my mother and most
importantly, my wife. man the look in her eyes broke me
to a place i never want to go again. I have asked her to
take my wallet and not to let me go anywhere alone...im
afraid im vulnerable right now. im trying to cut my self
off...my dealer called today and i explained to him that
i was no longer using and it wouldnt be in anyones
interest for any more contact..for any reason at all..he
tried to consider me his friend, but that doesnt matter,
im removing all triggers PERIOD.jorge, i read your email
about 20 times, seriously. each time, tears flowed from
my eyes, from the hurt, and truth of this situation. im
a little emotional..lol..right now but i want to tell ya
just how lost and desperate i was a few days ago...
because of you, my mother and my wife, i feel
stronger... im so thankful for her and the path God laid
before me that led me to you..." EK (male)
NEW: "I want to thank you so much again for you website
and your advice. I feel so stupid now that it took me so
long to quit when I had a prescritption for Suboxone for
so long. The drugs just had such a hold on me I kept
saying tomorrow tomorrow. But I am finally on my way, I
took my first pill.... and although the first day was
pretty rough with leg aches and upset stomach since then
I have felt so wonderful!! Even my friends can tell the
difference just in my face and attitude. I know it's
only been since Monday I've been clean, but this is the
longest I have gone without using in at least 9 years...
I really feel in my heart that this is going to work
this time.... So no more wasting my time, my money, my
life on a balloon of some black ..... Using all my money
to make their house payment or car or buy whatever they
want!! I honestly don't know what changed, but I have so
much more FAITH in myself that I CAN BE STRONGER THAN
THIS DRUG!!!...Thank you so much for your help!!..."
AQ
(female)
NEW: "Jorge,
My husband and i are on day 6 of no heroin.
We picked a day to quit and went cold turkey. I am so
proud of us. Your website really helped me this past
week. i am feeling a lot better...."
SW (female)
NEW: "I stumbled upon your website and just sent what I
could as a donation.. You have been a huge help and I
really admire your work to help those struggling to end
their additction to heroin.. I was up late researching
the subject as my daughter is in day 2 withdrawal here
at home... I was looking for help and found your site to
be the best thing I could have ever found. Thank you
thank you thank you.. PLEASE keep up the great work...."
CF (mother helping daughter)
NEW: "Hey Jorge,
I'm ready to quit, I'm tired of living
that double life and wasting money.... I wanna do this
so bad ...The people who would enable me are not any
part of my social circle and I'm considering moving home
as well.... I know its going to be a battle Jorge but
I wanna give myself the best chance at succedding.... and
with your website I know sobriety is just around the
corner!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "Hey Jorge, So good news that's
Day 1.
At least 24hrs since I last smoked. I was able to obtain
sub strips 8mg/2mg dosage. At the end of day 1 I took my
first sub. I cut the strip in half... I got another 4mg
strip for tomorrow and will get more. I am committed to
getting of heroin and I just thought the subs would help
with the withdrawal but I don't want to get addicted to
them too.... and hopefully soon I can come off the subs
too...wish me luck.!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "Hey Jorge Thanks for responding.... I
really want to get off this H so I'm hoping
the subs
will help get through the worst of it. That's a great
taper plan and I'm gonna follow it. I might try to see
if I can take a day off here or there but not push it
too much....I really do appreciate all the help you have
given me to this point. Been a God send you know that. I
kept doing this stuff cuz I was afraid of getting off it
but you have given me the courage to try at any cost cuz
that's the only way to be free... Again Jorge any
response would be awesome. Take care and wish me
luck...!" NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "Hey Jorge, Im feeling completely
fine right now....no withdrawal symptoms at all but
24hrs is coming soon so well see. I did what you said
about deleting the numbers of the dealers and so called
friends. I am going to change my number asap, tomorrow
infact.Anyway I'm just gonna keep my head up. I've read
your articles and I'm gonna trust if the taper is done
correctly the jump will only produce mild withdrawals.
I'm only 4 short hrs from my 2days without it. I will
have to take another subox but I really want to be off
this stuff too... Again thanks for listening and wish me
luck Jorge...." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 2 "Hey Jorge, So 2days now since
touching the stuff. It's progress I know but there is
still work to be done. I just took my subox. I was
actually feeling pretty decent at the 24hr mark i would
say. Anyway took the 4mg. I'm working on getting more.
Should be able to accomplish that tomorrow so I have
some for tomorrow night. Anyway yeah 2days down and here
soon I'll be able to get rid of it all...! Thanks for
your support and insight. For you to take on the burdern
that myself and I'm sure so many others put on you I
can't even imagine. God bless you Jorge. Thanks for
listening and I'll talk to you soon..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 3 "Hey Jorge, So going strong through
day 3...Im feeling just fine on these subs so thats
encouraging. Im not going back to any dope
man...seriously I want off the stuff so bad. I know
you
can't get high anyway after taking the subs cuz it's
blocks it so....Thanks Jorge for the support and wish me
luck....!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 3 "Hey Jorge,News from the homefront....Man
I'm glad you wrote me back when u did...it's all the
damn stress that comes with this habit but man was I
starting to worry. I hung tight and decided I was gonna
do this one way or another. Your right 3 days and to
turn back would be crazy!... Got good news though
I was
able to get another 8mg strip. I'm telling ya Jorge
these subs are working great for me.
Not a single sign
if withdrawal and I know if I pushed it I could go way
past the 24hr without taking a dose and not feel sick. I
tell you what Jorge, just scrambling to try to get these
subs makes me realize what the hell was I thinking to
even start on H man. I mean I'm not like I've been going
to street corners to cop but still to have to worry
about how your going to get your next dose(wether it's H
or any other opiate)...it's just no way to live bro....!
Anyway I'm drinking plenty of water and def getting
outside and going for walks. Trying to sweat it out the
best I can...! As for the subs I still need to get a
couple more but hopefully that goes a lot smoother this
time around. Anyway just thought I would update
you...3days off dope and starting in on day 4....!
The
taper will start soon and hopefully I will be off all of
it before too long....! Thanks for the support and look
forward to hearing from you...Take care Jorge!...
NV
(male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5 "Hey Jorge, Update...5 days clean bro!
I'm doing it Jorge and it's really feeling good to do
so. I continue to keep pushing foward...! I'm happy I
made this decision with my life and never plan on
turning back...! Today midnight(PST) I took a 2mg sub. Kinda nervous to drop down but I've been doing what you
suggested and trying to stay positive. Tomorrow I
imagine will be a tougher day since I anticipate maybe
feeling more of a withdrawal but regardless I will
keeping fighting this battle. I'm trying to stay as busy
as possible because I notice when I dont is when all
those crazy thoughts start to creep in...the cravings
come and go at those times but when I'm keeping busy
it's like I don't even notice...! WATER WATER WATER is
how I've been living the last few days...haha! It works
though and it feels good to know that with every passing
day I get 1 day closer to being completely clean off all
opiates...! Like I've said before, finding your website
has been the best thing that has happened to me in a
while. I dont know how I lost my way on the road of life
but I'm staring to to come to grips with the fact that
the only thing to do is to keep pushing forward the best
way I can. Anyway thanks Jorge for all your support.
Wish me luck today especially since it will be a big day
for me...like i said I imagine today won't be as smooth
as before but that's ok...I will fight...! I hope your
doing well and take care. Look forward to hearing from
you soon...!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 6 "Hey Jorge, So just made it another
day. 6 Days off that jumk and starting in on day 7.
At
midnight(PST) just took another 2mg sub...I'm happy to
report that yesterday was the first day on the 2mg sub
and I felt completely fine. Didn't feel sick at all and
no cold chills or anything! I was excited throughout the
day because it was going so well. Like I said I try to
keep myself busy as much as possible because if not I
tend to be in my head to much and thats never good.
Anyway everyday that passes by I feel better and better
not just physically but mentally as well. It's hard
sometimes because for the longest time all I ever was
worried about or cared about was getting the next fix.
Now it's just about resisting every craving I get and
getting on with new activities that don't include
getting high. Anyway all is good Jorge...I feel great
and this taper is working great as well. Tomorrow will
be another day and I couldn't be happier with the
progress I've made...! I'll keep fighting this battle
and continue to change my life. Good to hear from you
and look foward to hearing from ya soon. Thanks for all
the support Jorge. Take care...!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 7 "Hey Jorge, 1 Week....! 1 week
Jorge...! Unbelievable...! Man this is a major
accomplishment and I'm really excited to make it. I'm
glad that I have somebody to share it with. ... today at
midnight(PST) took another 2mg of sub. Ive felt
completely fine dropping down in dosage the last 2
days...I mean absolutely no withdrawal whatsoever. I
agree with you though about how my attitude has helped
the process. I mean for the longest time I wanted to
quit but I was so scared about the withdrawal that I
figured the only way to avoid that was to continue to
use...! I can tell that I'm slowly starting to be myself
again...used to be a real social person till the drugs
got a hold of me and that's when everything started to
bother me including people...well today I went to a
friends BBQ and realized all that I had been missing...!
Anyway Jorge 7 days clean and starting in on day
8...I'll drop down to 1mg soon and before I know I'll be
completely clean...thanks for the support and look foward to hearing from you soon...take care...!..."
NV
(male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 8 "Hey Jorge,..I hope your well!
8days
Jorge...8 days clean...! I'm really excited you wrote me
back and said what you did...! When I get your emails
it's keeps me motivated bro...cuz you give me strength
to move forward and if for whatever reason and if any
doubt ever creeps in my mind it's like NO, I can't let
myself down and I can't let Jorge down...like I've told
you it's a huge burden you take on doing what you do and
believe me it's not unappreciated...! I've been staying
busy, drinking water and of course staying as positive
as I can! ...it actually feels good to know that I'm
starting to feel my body again like I normally would...
Anyway good to talk to you and thanks for the support
man... tomorrow I'll push forward and keep fighting this
battle...! Wish me luck Jorge...take care and look
forward to hearing from you...!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 9 "Hey Jorge, Yes I did have a good
weekend. Got to spend it with friends... positive people
of course. It's the first time in a long while were I've
gone to go out and not have to worry about where I'm
going and how long I'll be there. Used to worry like
that cuz I knew eventually I'd get sick if I didnt have
H to smoke...well that's changed now and I can focus
back on being me... Getting out golfing again...I love to
golf man and when I started smoking I lost all interest
to do it, something I thought would never happen. Anyway
it's just another positive activity I can do now to keep
walking down the right path. Well that's 9days bro...9
days clean! Feels weird when I talk about it cuz for the
longest time I couldnt picture doing anything else but
trying to stay well...Glad though it's way better this
way and I'm starting to get my life back...! Anyway yeah
today at midnight tapered down to 1mg...I'm not sure how
ill feel, kinda nervous but been doing what you have
said so I think it should be fine...anyway there's no
way I would turn back now no matter how hard it got and
I know it wont be anywhere near full withdrawal so I
know I can handle it...! I've even scheduled some things
to do tomorrow that way I know I'll be busy and it'll
give me less time to think about anything negative...!
Anyway I'll let ya go...gotta get started in on day
10...! Thanks for the support Jorge...I'll check in soon
and let ya know how it goes...! Take care bro...!..."
NV
(male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 12 "Hey Jorge, News from the homefront...all
is good...! Just took another 1mg sub...it's day4 of the
1mg. Tomorrow I will skip a day then take another 1mg
then skip 2days then take another 1mg. ...almost done
Jorge...! Anyway on the 1mg I've been feeling just the
same....my back is hurting but ive been doing a lot of
heavy yard work so that doesn't really worry me at
all...I guess if I really thought about it I might have
had a cold chill or two but seriously I barely noticed
it...! I'm nervous to start skipping days but I know the
end is near...can't wait to be off all opiates. Great
news as well...moving back home officially, got a place
and job set up... Anyway feels good to check in and let ya know how I'm doing...12days Jorge...! Looking forward
to hearing back from you...thanks for the support...take
care" NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 16 "Hey Jorge,...right now
I'm on Day 16
right now day 2 of the .50mg taper... tonight at midnight
I will take another .50mg strip. Your right it's not a
lot but I guess it does feel like it helps, not really
sure. Still dont feel anything at all and all drops have
gone real well...haven't felt anything and no chills or
anything...I just try to be positive all day and not
think about it. When i do i just keep telling myself
that its NOWHERE close to being dopesick and that keeps
me balanced...By the way on a scale of 1-10 id say not
even 1...I sometimes do feel a little sluggish but
that's when I pound some water and get active and I seem
to come back but again I don't even know if thats
related to that...! Anyway it was good to hear from you
the other day, really pumped me up bro knowing that here
in a couple days I'll be off everything...hope the
eventual jump goes as well as the drops have
gone...guess I'll just keep drinking water and hope'n
for the best...! Anyway on I go...trying to stay busy
and focused...I'll keep ya post'd bro...wish me luck!
Take care and look forward to hearing from you
soon...!..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 18 "Hey Jorge, ...Doing good
here..! Feeling pretty good too...the drop wasn't so bad
and I just finished the day where I skip a .50mg. I'm
not sure how I'm supposed to feel on the days that I
skip and the eventual jump but it hasnt been bad. I
think it's mental for sure...during the day when I'm
busy I hardly think about anything but when I'm not
that's when I start to just feel it more...it's not
terrible so dont get me wrong! tonight at Midnight I
took .50mg and im not sure if it even helps... sometimes
I think the Valerian root pills that you recommened do
more for me with relaxing and falling asleep. Anyway now
I gotta skip 2 days...Im thinking I might make the jump
from here...this weekend I'm heading home for the
weekend...big day for my little brother(Graduation)! I
get to do it clean and that feels powerful...! Hopefully
all the time will take my mind off things and help me
make the jump for good..! Its day 18 clean and all is
good bro. Appreciate the support man and look forward to
hearing from you...take care..." NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 24 "Hey Jorge, How's it going bro... So
been a few days since I wrote ya but just been so busy
this last week being back home and all...Good news
though....finished the Sub taper last week...took my
last .50mg dose last Tues night, so almost a week ago. Techniquelly I could have taken another .50mg dose on
Fri but I just pushed through that night and skipped it
and havent took one since...Overall since Tues the final
jump went pretty smooth id say...didn't really feel
much, maybe some minor(VERY MINOR) chills...barely
enough to notice! Anyway yeah it feels good to be off
that stuff too and start feeling normal again....Man I
feel great that I was able to accomplish that...I
trusted your website, did what it said and YES, it
worked...! So now it's been 24days clean and it feels
awesome. For some reason when I was using It felt like
there would never be a way to break free but after
coming across your website Jorge my life def changed
again but this time for the best....! It feels great to
be clean and not have to live that type of lifestyle
anymore...making the move back home here soon and that's
exciting...feel like I'm finally putting things back
where they belong and even 3 1/2 weeks removed that life
feels lightyears way...I know staying clean is another
battle all together and your only a moment of weakness
away from being right back to square 1 but I really feel
this is something I can overcome. Have a great support
system back home and I'm taking the steps to put myself
in the best possible situations to succeed...! I take
full responsibility though and I don't blame anybody but
myself not even the person who introduced me to
it...just had no discipline! All things I know I will
need to work on if I plan to succeed in staying clean
and also in life...! Again def appreciate all your
support, I know it's gotta be time consuming to do so
but thanks to your support I was able to do it...look
forward to hearing back from you Jorge...take care!..."
NV (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 26 "Hey Jorge, Thanks for
replying...always means a lot to hear from you. Really
appreciate the support you have given me through all
this...! Yeah it's exciting knowing that I can have my
life back now you know. Mentally I can feel a big change
too bro...! It's good to feel normal again...! I'm gonna
take advantage of this opportunity and def make the most
of it. Not many people get 2nd chances and I feel lucky
that I was able to break free with so much left for me.
I know many people end up with nothing...or even worse
dead...! ...keep ya post'd on my progress...right now
it's 26days...! Soon it'll be a couple months and then
before I know it 1yr...! Excited for that moment...!
Again much love and take care...!..." NV (male)
NEW: "hi Jorge.
My daughter is getting out of detox and
is starting an intensive outpatient clinic in a few days.... one day at a time.... I think it is so wonderful
that you have this website....Keep up the good work.
thanks,..." JN (mother helping daughter)
NEW: "Atm
I have 5 days clean... starting to feel a bit
better... but the only reason for the being clean is
im
2000 miles away from home!... im gonna try my hardest to
keep this going... but its a battle,... it feels good to
know there is someone to talk to about things when needd!!..."
EL (male)
NEW: "I tried cold turkey it just crazy, I'm afraid I
might loose my mind .... I just can't go through it all
and I really want to be free . I want my life back my
family.. thanks a lot for all ur help I made my final
decision after visited ur site and reading what u wrote..."
YZ (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 7 "i been clean for all this time... i
did it... I FREAKIN DID IT.... thank u so much for all ur help..."
YZ (female)
NEW: "Hey Jorge, ...., you provided me some valuable
support and needed comfort in my time of need to defeat
heroin. Since then, ive helped numerous defeat
addiction..... I provide your name and let ppl use this
email to contact you. In the future you may even see
more names. Keep up the good work and plz know you have
a friend in me. Thank you Jorge,...." DR (male)
NEW: "Dude you have no idea how much you helped me out
for real i think i be readen your story for the first
three weeks that i was self detoxing And it got me
through and here i am ten months later.... you help alot
of us out thank you very mutch and god bless you..."
AN (male)
NEW: "My wife is going cold turkey.
Your website gave us the heart to do this. Now she is on day 5 and doin
much better..She has been very sincere about her
thoughts.." RS (husband helping wife)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 8 "I got your message and were excited
that you wrote us back we will follow your info she is
doing very well eating solid foods i actually have to
make her dirnk water but like you said im the man of the
house jorge and im killing this monster named heroin now
we on day 8 :-) thanks a million..."
RS (husband helping
wife)
NEW: "im doing well i got back on the methadone .... """
and i are progressing very well... here we are starting
over i feel great . now were trying to get back on our
feet looking for jobs and such... it would be so easy to
just go steal and keep the money intead of spending it
on dope i dont want that life for us i want good things
we want to save up and get a place of our own thats the
goal...were going back to school... thats what we want i
want to get into the medical field and """" wants to be
an electrician.... our goals are realistic and
maintanable the sky is the limit im just praying that
god keeps us strong and sober and away from the needle .
slowly but surely with the will of god we will have our
lives back... xoxo..." AM (female)
NEW: "I just thought I would let you know
I have been
clean from heroin for 20 days now. I am in Miami, Fl at
G & G Holistic and it is an amazing treatment center. I
am extremely lucky to be here! Thank you for what you do
and for your previous encouragement to me. I am grateful
for you! It feels amazing to be clean finally!... and I
am so excited to re-start my new life sober! Thank you
again!..." CK (male)
NEW: "Hi Jorge! Good afternoon!
.... I am
on day 3 of this dreadful detox off heroin! I wanted to
thank you for all the time and wisedom you put into this
huge blog!!!..." NW (male)
NEW:
"Man I have searched so much, come across your site and
it has given me so much hope and strength!!! I am on my
9th day cold turkey and followed your tips to the point
and added some of my own and I want to THANK YOU!!!for
helping me from the bottom of my heart!!! I have been a
cocaine user for 4yrs then 3yrs on crack and 3yrs on the
evil HEROIN. I was always a weed smoker... don't know
what happened. I know I will get my life back and
will
not go down that road again. I can't believe how much
money I saved in these 9 days. ..., like you said
'do or
die' damn that is deep. It has really made me realise I
don't need those dope friends around me, the only reason
we hooked up was to get high. I have been useing the
steam room, sauna and jacuzzi at my local gym sweating
it out ...... rotating 3
times every day for the last 5 days. Jorge, your site is
a no nonsense lifeline for people running to their
death..." A (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 42 "Hi Jorge, doing fantastic, apart
from trouble sleeping. Managed to stay away from the
Mesa, like you said chance to stop everything and I
HAVE! Day 42 no nothing!!!!! Decided not to go back to
work till the new year. I come first now, ME. Thanks
bro. I still go back to the pages and read... Don't ask
me why. I have also learned so much how the body and
brain works, well up all night just googleing and
youtubeing.lol..." A (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 44 "Thanks man....I can't believe your
website was the only one with all you need to know to
get clean step by step....I am going to get one of my
friends to do the same and will recommend your
site,... Wish me luck. I can't express in words how your
link helped, I also can't believe the music you
recommended - now I know why people loved Elvis and 60s
etc.... I ain't listen to hip hop , drum n bass for a
while ...Peace and love. Bless. THANKS MAN!!!..One more
thing, I will donate to you.... Rather you than the dope
man. Keep up the excellent work!! I hope and pray that
others find your site and change their lives. Kind
regards" A (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 73 "Hey Bro, How you keeping? I woke up
a few of days ago and some how everything felt
different...I felt fresh and felt really good. Next day
same thing, ... I don't know what it is but I feel
normal, its as if someone just flicked the light on
inside me,.. It's the best feeling and why I would use
drugs to not feel like this! Man it's like I woke up
after years, I just want to do things and live life
again. I feel free man! I can't explain to people the
change inside me, but for some reason I am exited by the
problems I will face in life in weird way.... I aint
gonna or need to get high and run away from problems
created by sometimes or may be all to do with drugs....
It's a good feeling after years man, I feel good now
telling you. I will keep in touch man and thanks...."
A
(male)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 6 "Hey bro! All good man!!! Just on a
weeks course with.... Have been clean and busy and
driving a Benz. Life has changed. ...
bro so much has
happened... Working on a six pack aswell. Sorry for not
keeping in touch as I have been busy changing MY LIFE!!
It's going well man..." A (male)
NEW: "Hi Jorge...Many thanks....At present, I'm not
using; I haven't used for 3 days now. The last lapse
being 6 days. I am becoming absolutely sick and tired of
going back to using... I am going to keep on trying...I hope this email finds you safe and
well...Kind regards..." HH (female)
NEW: "Hey man, I just wanted to shoot you an email and
say what's up. I've been trying to keep clean cold
turkey for a couple weeks now with my girlfriend helping
me out a lot, she's the one that actually found your
site and showed me and suggested emailing
you....Initially I went through 5 days of complete
withdrawal HELL..., and now I have a few days of
sobriety under my belt. It's going fairly well...
The
physical withdrawals are pretty much completely
gone,...But you know, I'm trying to stick through it.
Taking it a day at a time, and sometimes when that's
overwhelming I take it in even smaller time intervals.
Hoping to one day hit that 17 years sober mark that
you're at now. Your site was incredibly inspirational
and just as importantly, helpful and informative. ...
once again thank you for such a useful and helpful
site...Keep fighting the good fight...PS Rocky is
awesome..." R (male)
NEW UPDATE: Hi Friend, Pretty soon, on the 12th of this
month, I'm going to have my first month of sobriety and
I am finally, after months and months of periods of
trying to quit, relapsing, and ongoing seemingly endless
battling with my addiction, I am FINALLY out of the
woods.... It not only saved my relationship with my
girl, but the relationships I have with my friends and
family also, and most importantly, it saved my life, and
with that being said I'm completely confident I'm never
going back.... I've grown a lot more motivated and
adventurous and hungry for the many good things this
life has to offer.... I've been in the dumps stuck in a
shell of addiction for so long I want to get out and
explore the world and try new things as I've finally
broken out of that shell.... The girlfriend and I are
going to move out of state in the next few months. It
was my idea and she said she'd be down to come along, so
that's what we're going to do....Sincerely,..."
R (male)
NEW: "hey dude, i don't basically know you but i read a
thesis from you on a site and it made me fall into
tears. listen whoever you are, let me tell you God will
help u at every step in your life not because of just
our prayers but our loved ones too....reply me with a
blank message that'd be enough. best of luck mate. keep
it up and thanks alot..." HI (male)
NEW: "Just wanted to say
your sight helped through withdrawels from alcohol after I was boozing for a good
solid amount...so some ideas helped and wanted say
thanks. :)..." SA (female)
NEW: "Hello Jorge, Well,
we are in the 4th day of detox....
He has been really sick throwing up and all.... but
we
keep encouraging him and don't let him out of our site.
He is doing pretty good I would say....Thanks..."
DG
(mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Hello Jorge,...my mother """ has been
contacting you. I'm currently on day 8 of my detox and
sobriety... I feel I am making progress....With
gratitude,..." SG (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 24 "Hello Jorge,...Things have improved
quite a bit since the last time I emailed you... I'm
sober for 24 days and I feel great... I want to continue
this which is why I've severed all connections with my
acquaintances that I used with.... I don't think this is
enough though which is why I've considered going to AA
meetings... I have been excercising regularly every day,
and I am actively searching for a job right now.... I've
considered a mailed paycheck so that my parents and I
can sit down and decide how I should manage each
paycheck.... I also want to announce that my father's
attitude has improved as I've been more helpful around
the house,...Thank you...Sincerely, ""
24 Days Sober..." SG (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 56 "Greetings Jorge,I thought I would
email you to give you an update on my current status.
Things are coming along quite well and I'm happy to
report that I am still sober as of today. I'm still
attending A.A. and N.A. meetings regularly and
I am
working on being of service to others as much as
possible. I can see the trust returning as I continue to
do things the right way.... I'm working my 12 steps and
starting to clean up my side of the street which has
given me the serenity I need to continue on my road of
sobriety... I have turned my will over to my higher
power and have let his will guide me in my ways. Since I
have, things have been as clear as day, and things have
worked to my favor. I'm happy to announce that I have
set myself some goals that I'm striding eagerly to
achieve. I was given some financial aid to go and get
some certifications for a career I have always had an
interest in, which has made things much easier on me. I
am grateful that I have loving parents and that they had
found your website. If it wasn't for them and you, I
wouldn't be the person I am today. I am eternally
grateful for the impact you've had in my life thus far
and I hope that I can one day effect someone else in the
way you have. I wish you well Jorge, and thank you
again. Sincerely,...56 Days Sober..."
SG (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 90 "Jorge, Another update. I am now 90
days sober!!! Things are wonderful. I'm working on being
self sufficient. I just went in for a job interview
today which I think went very well! Hopefully I'll be
gainfully employed within a week. I've still been
attending regular meetings and have been
working on
getting the rest of my life back in order. I'm no longer
living with my parents.... I hope you're well and
healthy....Sincerely...90 days..."
SG (male)
NEW: "Hello
I'm 2 days into my detox I've only found
your website last night so thought i'd write for some
support and help... Luckily i have a loving family who's
supporting me, my mum's staying with me through the
process... I've been taking codeine the last few days
but decided to do it cold cause just want it out of my
body. My dad's just gone out to get me a few things from
your list to help the pain. Bless them they're trying
everything to help me this time.... just some words of
support I'd really appreciate it...." SB (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 3 "Thank you so much for your support.
I'm trying so hard to be strong for my family and myself
of course. I am feeling a bit better today, thank God i
nipped it in the butt when i did cause the cluck could
of been so much worse.... I'm really going to try and do
it this time I've got to do it or I'm going to die. My
Dad said if I do it this time he'll do anything for me
It was a lovely thing he said and it ment alot
especially coming from him.... I think what your doing
is amazing and so powerful. The way your helping people
on a day to day basis is priceless. Thats my goal is to
stay clean and help other addict's like you are. I've
decided to be abstinent from all mind altering
substances. I think its the best way for me as
all drug
lead's me down the same path. I'm going to read some
more of your web site.... Thanks for all your help i'm
so gratefull, I keep praying i make it this time...."
SB
(female)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 4 "HELLO THERE!!!!! I'm doing great
been clean 4 a month and a half havent used a drug or
drink since we last spoke. I go to regular NA and CA
meetings and now have a sponcer and going through the 12
steps. My life has been unbelivable since i've got clean
I never emagined I could be this happy.
I have a whole
new network of friends mostly in recovery and I've gone
back to my old trade which is Painting and Decorating on
a builing site, lovein it and my new life. My fiends and
mostly my family are so proud of me and i'm proud of
myself. I so determaned to stay clean this time. Thanks
so much for all your help in my early days. Please stay
in touch. And if there's anything i can do to help you
or any other addicts suffering i will...." SB (female)
NEW: "Hello,.... I am very thankful for your website as
I am helping a friend of a friend go cold turkey.
We are
on day 3 and today is rough.... she is doing this for
everyone else not herself,....We hit the 72 hour mark
this morning. It was so wonderful;... Yes, she got ill
but I did everything you said & made her stick to it &
she also was suprised that she was not as ill as she
thought she would be....Your site is wonderful & doing
what you said shocked us all on how much easier the
first 72 hrs were... Thank you for what you are doing
for people. Bless you for what you have gone through. I
will pray for you for the rest of my life..."
TN
(female)
NEW: "Dear Jorge, Thank you so much for this wonderful
site you have provided. I don't know you but I want you
to know I'm PROUD of you for kicking the demon out of
your life and providing this site as SERVICE to the
community....You are an angel! Thank you for your time
organizing this site. I have forwarded your site to my
son. I'm sure you will save many lives with this site.
God Bless you..." LV (mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Good news my son went to detox facility the
sober living next week He said he's done! I pray he is!Thx for your support and information..."
LV (mother
helping son)
NEW: "hi george,Thank you very much for your positive
responses and your last email which yu wrote to me. I'm
really graeful to you and my cousellor that its m 3rd
month and Im still haning on.... And as to keep mysef
busy and having a little saving on hand I decided to
open a REHAB of my on accompanied by my counsellor, as
there are no REHABS in ths country which provide proper
program, We actually have opened it successfully and
it ha been nearly 3 weeks now, since it has been opened,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR HELP... So nice you,
and thanks agaiin for helping me getting clean.... Yours
sincerely..." AA (male)
NEW: "jorge, your website gives me more inspiration to
get of the... and get my life back together than
ANYTHING else. when i finally clicked the "if you're
ready" link and the rocky theme started i nearly cried
because i was filled with so much hope.....
i can't wait
to be free,....thank you for your inspiration..."
MF
(male)
NEW: "Looks like I may have dodged a bullet this time.
Not feeling anything near the painful withdrawals like
in april though I only used for about a month and not H.
I went for a 30 mile bicycle ride when I started feeling
the "fever" start and poured water in like a fiend. I
did not want to get too far out cause my guts are watery
but thank God no nausea or even feeling like vomiting.
Its 3:10 am and I cant sleep but its a small price to
pay. Its been about 36 hours since I took my last percocets...ever....I still learned a lesson and
will
begin N.A. tomorrow night.... I want to thank you with
all my heart, You gave me the courage to know I had the
strength to do whatever was needed to kick again... When
I can spare it I will donate... I will tell my local N.A. group about how your website helped....Thank God I
still had my I S P paid up... KEEP SAVING LIVES
BRO!!!..." JC (male)
NEW: "This helped my best friend quit. Thank you. :)
..." EM (female)
NEW: "Thank you. I appreciate the help. I just came
across ur site on a google search and saw that you are
available to email. Thas awesome...Thank you for the
advice....I took a walk.... the bath helped a TON.
I
even kept down a glass of watered down gatoraid!!
:)
...Now if I could only sleep :( ...Thanks again. It
helps to e able to talk to someone..." MP (female)
NEW UPDATE: "I thought I would pass along that
I am on
day 3. Wednesday was the last day I used.
I have never
gone this long since I started. Yesterday was by far the
worst. I feel good today. Just weak, fragile and cold.
... I did the nyquil yesterday. I have not today since I
feel so good. I ate an egg on toast this morning and a
glass of OJ.... This seemed REALLY fast. Yesterday was
pure hell. I expected to have the same today. However
am
feeling great.... I have been up 3 hrs and feel a little
better as time passes.... MP (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 8 "Hey Jorge, Hope all is well with you.
I'm still clean :) a week and a day! Wooooo!..."
MP
(female)
NEW: "Hi Jorge First of all I would just like to comment
on how good your website is... I came accross your
website a week ago and have been clean of Heroin for 2
day's...Thanks again,..." MS (male)
NEW: "Hi Jorge,...Just wanted to let you know that
me
and """ have today quit heroin for one year! We are
living in a new apartment in the college part of town
and we love it over here. Our apartment is huge, over
900 sq. feet and has tall ceilings and huge windows that
bring in tons of light in the morning and evening.
We
have reduced our monthly bills by almost 1/2.... There
are lots of good people in this neighborhood and I'm
making new friends here in the building. I'm very
careful about who I let into my life at this point...
I
am in the process of completely changing careers.....
""" got her big raise at work and that is enough to pay
the bills and eat....There is so much more but I think
it is really a time to celebrate. I'm so thankful to be
off heroin and on to a new place and path. I'm so happy
""" and I stuck it out together. We celebrated with a
can of Pringles! I've been losing weight, doing yoga,
and avoiding all junk food. But tonight we " eat
Pringles and watched Intervention. (We got cable as
another gift!)....Thanks for all your help. Your advice
has been gold...." MP (male)
NEW: "Hi, I am 7 days drug free TODAY!! I am on
suboxone... I am going to NA/AA meetings..."
ZF (male)
NEW: "Hey Jorge,
going on my third day now (heroin cold
turkey just to specify)im not feeling too bad... im
doing this ALL BY MYSELF.... i believe i can do it on my
own, hoping that maybe by the 5th day i will feel much
better!...For now all i get is chills,... but i think
whats most hard is my psychology maybe, erased the
numbers from my dealers,... im hanging in there and its
the third day! Definitely its not as bad at all since my
last "real" cold turkey that was hell.Im limited with
the medications uv written as i dont know any of them
but maybe i dont need them..." MG (female)
NEW: "I am going to start tonight, .... I will read what
you wrote over and over. I will let you know how things
are going to, You are right on with all you wrote about
it. You have helped a lot out there that is going to
quit or has quit because of you. Thanks..." JB (male)
NEW UPDATE: "3 days and boy I am sick I can get up to go
for walks. I will make it..."
JB (male)
NEW UPDATE: "This is my 5th day..."
JB (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 6 "All I can say is you are the man.
I
am on day 6 feeling better then any of them. I see a end
to this hell I am in. No more drugs for me
thanks to you in a big way. I cant thank you as much as
I want. I will get money as soon as I am on my feet.
Thanks man I made it." JB (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 7 "Thank You for your help, I would have
not made it without your help, you need to know that.
Like I said or tried to say, I will get you a check in
the mail soon and I will send as much as I can in the
weeks to come. Best money I can spend, to think I am
helping by letting you help all the ones you do. You
saved my life. On day 7 and not for sure a 100 % but
doing OK. I think day 5 was very hard for me. I went 5
days no sleep. Thank You for saving my life..."
JB
(male)
NEW UPDATE: Day 8 "You have a lot to do so no need to
write back, just want to let you know it is 8 days that
is going to be 800 days before I know it. Still not 100%
but getting there, What hell it is to do, but I did it
thanks to you in a big way, Thank you so much from the
bottom of my heart, I can say how much a part you are to
this. You saved a life this week...." JB (male)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 20 "Hi man just feel the need to let you
know how things are with me, thanks to you. I am 20 days
today. The thing is I get better day after day,....
I
will never do that junk....What a sad drug that is.... I
will let you know how things are from time to time. Take
care and thank you..." JB (male)
NEW: "thanks for all your helpful info.today is the
middle of day 3.I feel pretty good already and don't
plan on ever going back.this is the fourth time putting
myself through this missery.I'm done for good..."
G
(male)
NEW: "thank you for taken your time out to reply to me,its nearly day 5... tommrow il go for a walk n
hopefully it will make me feel gud.... stayin positive
and have the help of my family so i know il get trew
this.... i have tat nite nurse der its helped...im stayn
strong... tanks again for the reply...xx...."
RM
(female)
NEW: "thank you for this web site you have really opened
my eyes. I love you man. I cant believe ive wasted my
whole youth on this... im never going to give up, im
done. I want my life back jorge.... Its time to quit
this.. and today is the day.... Ive hit rock bottom.
Theres no where to go except up, right. I will let you
know how it goes o.k...Take care..." EI (male)
NEW UPDATE: "day 2 and still going strong little bro..."
EI (male)
NEW: "Day 5 man, I came across your site and it inspired
me... Just moved to san antonio 6 months ago to start a
new life,... i am determined this time.... i'm getting
better but i still cannot sleep, gotta work in an hour
too.. But your article made me smile, and i've been
crying ... all day...." RC (male)
NEW: "Dear jorge Just wanted to let you know that after
many rehabs and 3 cols turkey attemps which didn't make
it past day 2 I am finally ready! I know its going to be
a tough week but I also know it will be the most
significant week of my life in addiction... I'm going
shopping for supplies on your list. I'm doing thisby
myself...Wish me luck and I know I will be successful
for once and for all because this time I want it so
desperately.... The time is now!...I thank you for
putting things in perspective an will let you know once
its over. I'm doing this with no support except for your
words.....Again thanks for your advise..."
HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "Dear Jorge Thanks for the advise. I
can't stop reading your website. Its as if everything I
know I should have done but failed to do so is in
there.... Makes me feel and realize that I'm not alone
in this. You've gone thru it many moons ago and survived
it and you give me the strength and conviction that I
too can do this. Jorge thank you....Will keep u up to
date. So far your website is keeping me calm and putting
things in perspective...." HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 1 "Hi Jorge. Hope you've had a wonderful
day. ...valerium root and it did help.
Ginger ale (small
sips) made my dry heaving subside. Otherwise
I'm still
eating imodium in industrial quantity.... Hopefully by
Thursday this too shall pass... Almost over with day 1.
I know the 2 next days are going to be the roughest but
I will endure and move forward.... Since its been
raining most of the afternoon and early evening I
haven't been able to go for many walks so instead I went
into the garage where I have free weights benches
stationary bike etc and worked out a bit while I still
felt I could.... I've also kept myself busy watching
movies.... Well guess this is really what I want and
finally have built up the strength to do it. Mind you if
it wouldn't have been for your continued support and
your website I would have already used....Please keep in
touch....Thank you..." HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 2 "Hi there. Well as you mentioned
day 2
almost done. And what a day it has been!
Mentally I'm
feeling much better; physically that's another story.
But as you said this shall pass... By the way
the v-caps
with the nyquil really work on letting me sleep 2-4
hours. I was just thinking since I've been able to sleep
a little bit maybe that's been the reason I haven't had
a headache. And yes I have been forcing myself to drink
water as difficult as it is right now. I've been eating
a couple of bites here and there of peanut butter and
jelly hugh protein bar so far I've been able to keep
that down.... Well believe it or not my eyelids are
getting heavy. May as well take advantage of a catnap
between movies... Again thank you. You have no idea what
its meant to me. I have no way of repaying your
assistance and only hope that there will be others like
me and maybe some day when I'm all better I can help
them too..." HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 4 "Hi jorge... I guess this really day 4
eh? Most symptoms have been deminishing. I'm still
getting chills but my stomach has finally ended ..I
think .. I hope... I think you're right .... the worst
of it has passed :) ...I know its still not over and
although physically I'm feeling better... All I know is
that this time around I'm taking this seriously cause
there may not be another chance so I can't allow myself
to relapse. Wow I can't believe it....no more
sneezing....no more stomach problems....no more tearing
eyes or yawning for that matter. The other symptoms I
can pretty much tolerate with the exception of the leg
cramps and chills. But I know that too is on its way
out....Geez I've written an awful lot...........must be
feeling better :) thank u sooooo much for being there
every step of the crucial first 3 days...." HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 5 "Hi Jorge! I am so excited!!! My
internet is back :-) and I have successfully stayed on
track. Luckily I had printed your website so I had great
company. I must say that just as you predicted
day 3 was
a pivot point bringing me closer to leaving the dope
shackles slowly but surely behind forever... Jorge
I'm genuinly excited and kinda proud of myself too...Going
to make cuban sandwiches for my folks so I look forward
to hearing from you in your next great email...
Sincerely..." HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 7 "Hi Jorge..... I can't believe its
been a week ................ wow .............. and I
don't miss it at all... This morning I woke up feeling
alright I wasn't sick and I didn't have a desire to get
high... Well Jorge I can't believe the roughest of this
is really over! I must admit I would not have been able
to do this should it not have been for your
encouragement. But more importantly you were there all
along and I knew I wasn't by myself. That has meant the
world to me... I have learned in this past weel to take
1 day at a time and will incorporate that in my
recovery... Thank you jorge for guiding me back to my
life drug free with no lies...." HR (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Day 23 "Greetings Jorge, hope all is
wonderful on your end....I'm not going to lie it isn't
easy but well worth it. This morning ... while at a
traffic light someone in the car next to me honked and
yes it was one of my x dealers. He asked where I've been
- I briefly told him I was done and much to my surprise
he said he was glad to hear it cuz I was too much of a
class act to go down that road. Nonetheless he mentioned
to give him a call if I ever need to. I assured him (and
myself) I wouldn't. Jorge the strangest thing is
that
the thought of doing anything actually repulses me for
the first time ever. So I kinda gave myself kudos and
went on with my day.... So as you can see I'm keeping
myself away from people - places -and things that could
take me back to the road to hell...."
HR (female)
NEW: "Hey brother-
Today is 105 clean without any opiates
whatsoever....opiate free for over 100 days and feel
great...Would never touch that ... again... Opiate party
is over. I had my fun, I took my pain and feel great.
Best part is waking up everyday and thanking God I'm not
sick!...Thanks again brother. Your website and ur emails
def helped me beat that opiate addiction... I'm back on
my feet now saving money and beggining to live a normal
life again. Thank you..." MF (male)
NEW: "Hey there!?
After I got through the withdrawals,
which I personally thought wasn't possible, I can
actually think, and see clearly again (which is the best
feeling in the world)!!...I threw away a lot of
important people in my life and after I started calling
them and explaining to them what had been happening for
so long, I was amazed by the supportive and loving
reaction I was greeted with.... I also realized, before
your going to quit and stay clean for good, you have to
really want to quit and turn your life around. When
quitting, the first couple of days, I was saying to
myself, "man I really don't think it could have gotten
any worse!" but truth be told, I am definitely lucky I
didn't end up in prison! And even though I am only
on
day 8 of being clean, I have never felt so alive! I have
connected with everything you wrote on this page and
your going to help a lot of people by doing this! Thanks
a ton!..." C (male)
NEW: "Hi Jorge,
im on my second day without heroin. I
have only been taking it for 2 month's but have already realised how stupid i have been...Thank's..."
LA
(female)
NEW: "Hi Jorge, I could never ever THANK YOU ENOUGH!!
You are an Angel on Earth, My Friend!! Thank You so
much... It was rough but your way truely did make it
alot easier than the last few failed tries.
I have been
clean for a while now and getting strong as the days
move on.... Once Again, THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS,..."
AI
(female)
NEW: "Hi Jorge, I hope you are having a great day in
sunny Miami. According to my son's test results, he has
been clean ..... so I am happy at this moment. At the
clinic they gave me all of his results,.... His test
results today were clean for opiates, meth, pot, oxycodones, & a couple of other drugs.
hes been clean
20days and he says he can not believe it..., thank you
Jorge for your support..." RJ (mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Hi Jorge, I hope you are having a great day
in sunny Miami. thank you for your wise words. Its been
27 days clean for my son, i'm still taking him to work
everyday, clinic everyday as well as working, ....I'll
still be controlling his money... I believe this has
been a war against the horrible drug. I ALWAYS stay
positive for you, my son and any other people that are
in this war. I let my son know every day that i love
him, and that I will be here for him through all of
this...thank you,..." RJ (mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "hi Jorge, I hope you're having a great day
in Miami.... tuesday they had a NA meeting , my son
wanted us to go , so we did. it was also very positive.
he was happy that he reached 30 days!! All the people
there truly and genuinely want to help each other - that
is a blessing. its only about a mile from where we live,
so hes going again if hes not working. me, my daughter
and son all went to the gym on sunday - were going to
try to go 3X a week...My son and I have had long talks -
he says he can't believe its been 30 days! ....
he was soooo happy tuesday, me too. It is a war, but sometimes
a little sunshine into my heart felt good...thank
you,..." RJ (mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Hi Jorge, you are welcome, I wish I could
give more, I will when I can. You are truly a blessing,
my son has read and re-read the pages from your site.
They have helped him.... He is 44 days clean!
I.m going
to the nar anon meetings once a week-He just wants to
work and the three of us are going to the gym together
as much as we can. My joy this moment is him being clean
for 44 days & that he and his sister are really getting
along, laughing together, watching movies together.
She
was tougher on him than me....I hope your day is going
good, Im staying strong & on guard, thank you :) ..."
RJ
(mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Hi Jorge, I hope you are having a great day
in Miami! This morning we received my son's test
results: all clean! :) i am so happy, he's now 53 days
clean. Then this Friday, the clinic is going to lower
his suboxone dose to 4 mgs. down from 8 mgs.....He told
me to tell the people at nar anon to tell their loved
ones : GIVE SOBRIETY A CHANCE! that he was afraid to,
thought he wouldnt be able to function, etc and now
he
feels better ,especially mentally,... thank you again
for all the work you do against the horrible drugs...."
RJ (mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Hi Jorge,I hope you are having a great day
in Miami,...here is an update:... My son is 67 days
clean today!! he started crying with joy because we went
to a doctor 1/2 mile from where we live, after check up,
checking records from clinic,...He was happy to be clean
67 days AND feel normal.. just watching the change in
him has been a God send he is soooo different than the
person that was using drugs..... thank you. ...he has
beaten that horrible, horrible , horrible drug...Thank
you,..." RJ (mother helping son)
NEW UPDATE: "Hi
Jorge,...Today he is 105 days clean And sober!! As you
know I am over joyed, he has been passing the drug tests
at the doctor office also he is still on the suboxone
-..., he's paying me $200.00 a month rent. he is happier
that he's ever been!! he started dating a girl..., I
talked to her SHE IS AGAINST ALL DRUGS, so thats good,
...I always STAY on guard and strong... thank you..."
RJ (mother helping son)
NEW: "Hi, I've been reading your site. What an amazing
work. Im not an heroin addict neither any opiate addict,
but still I relate to your work. Im quitting drinking ... The idea of being able to live sober and bulding
a good live seems unbelievible..... This is so
difficult.... But if I ever make it, if I ever recover,
I want you to know that you were in part responsible.
And I will be in debt to you. I personally liked your
insight on music so much. I grew up listening to heavy
metal, classic rock, gangsta rap, etc. I believe it has
little part in my disease. I choose not to listen to it
now. Actually I think I always knew that, but Im
sure..." AM (male)
NEW: "Hi Jorge, Thank you for your website-
it has been
a very helpful tool the past 5 heroin free days.
I have
been out of town at my moms detoxing,.... I need all the
support I can get...THanks" MJ (female)
NEW: "hi jorge, im doing really well....
i got the
naltraxone implant done 4 months ago, so yep, i am 4
months and 5 days clean!..., so life is a VAST
improvement already! thank u for your advice....take
care xoxo..." LS (female)
NEW: "Hello... I quit H cold turkey,
and today makes day 5!..." ML (male)
NEW: "Hi... I talked with you about a year ago when I
first started to kick. I finally got off.. i have 6
months sobriety. no H or alcohol. I have myself in AA
and working the steps helps soo much.. and so did your
website... I never want to go back to the life I had on
H.... Thank you so much. Your website helped me so much
in my early recovery..." RH (female)
NEW: "i like your article.
iv just got clean of 2mg of subutex, im at day 7
and ent gr8 yet. what you say about
music is true. i run daily....anyway i just wanted to
say, yours is probably the best advise for people who
want to get clean that iv seen.... its good to be back
man...." PC (male)
NEW: "hey!.. i been using the demon for & months.im 20
days clean ... i know it will pass but its hard.i wanted
to tell u your site really helps thanx..." A (male)
"hey man, im five days clean today an its tanx to you,
ive followed your instructions to the letter, its the
hardest thing ive ever done but im getting stronger
every day,.. your the man... take care"
PK (male)
UPDATE: "hey jorge,... im doin great, 111 days clean
today, i went back playin soccer
and now train twice a
week and play a game on a sunday mornin,
life is good at
the moment, im goin to meetings and see a counsellor
every second week, tanx for all your advice and tips on
how to kick this horrible habit, hope your doin well...,
peace..." PK (male)
"Jorge, Hey there! I'm happy to say that I'm 100% drug
free- and have been since June.... Im in school full
time for emergency medicine- I'll be working on an
ambulance in January!! (I'm first in my class!!) I'm
also in behavioral therapy.. With an addiction
specialist. Life is good! Thank you for your support!!
Hope all is well for you!! You rock :) ..." KL (female)
"Hello,...I used your webpage a COUNTLESS amount of
times during my cold turkey detox from heroin. Reading
your page .... helped immensely. Now I am on my 5th
(almost 6th) month of being clean and sober from smoking
heroin. Thank you so very much!..."
CN (male)
NEW UPDATE: "i
followed all the directions on this webpage and
it helped me out sooooooooooo much! i think i contacted
you some time ago saying i was 6 months clean and
now i am at a year and 7 months clean!
you helped me get my life back, thank
you! all the best..." CN (male)
"Thanks so much for the help. 4 days clean and going
strong!"... JS (male)
"Hey, I actually went to go to this detox rehab program
... now all my withdrawal symptoms are gone,. But yea,
feels good to be off that... Thanks..."
JH (male)
"Hi Jorge, Well im 13 hours into my detox
... Our dealer
called with a new bunch of balloons of really good
stuff. I turned him down,... Regardless
i have to stay
strong and on the path to recovery. Im so happy you
wrote back so fast and agreed to be my quitting buddy.
You truly are an angel and i feel i have gained a new
friend for life. Thank you so much and i will keep in
touch and write as i am able. Thank you again!..."
AW
(female)
UPDATE: "Hi,... found a wonderful place called North
Colorado Behavioral Health and my boyfriend and i got on
methadone... and have been clean ever since.... You
truly are a great person and i appreciate all that you
do to help people get off this horrible drug!! Thank you
so much!!!." AW (female)
"Hello. Thank you so much for this website, its really
very informative and useful. I am on day 3 of stopping
heroin, i've tried lots of times before, but this time i
really need to do it.... Looking forward to hearing from
you" SG (female)
UPDATE: "Hello Jorge, Thank you so much for your reply.
It really means alot to me and has really helped, i have
it on my phone and read it if i get tempted to call my
dealer, which i havent done..., and hopefully wont be
doing ! I'm in week 2 of being clean now ... Thanks for
your support and kindness...All the best,.."
SG (female)
UPDATE: "Hello Jorge, Things are going well,
i've now
not had any heroin for 4weeks. Which is great and i'm
really pleased about it. Hope your life is good, and
bless you for caring..." SG (female)
"HI JORGE.. HOPE YOU ARE WELL,Thanx 4 ya msg ystdy!!it
really made me think sooooo much I took my 1st subutex
this mornin @ 7.30 !!!will write later xx...."
CH
(female)
UPDATE: "HI ..How are you ? hope you are well really
happy to hear from you !!! u is mi only quittin buddy
lol !!! had 8ml @ 7.30 this mornin... had another 8ml @
2 oclock..... tryin to be positive..Thanx 4 replyin I
know ya busy !!! xx.. much
love.." CH (female)
UPDATE: "hi,... i trusted you and made it through the
night.... im still alive!! i havnt had a subbi since
4 oclock this morn and its now 13:14 I really do feel
alright!!! all i needed was someone to give .... and you
were that person! I so didn't want to let you down...so
I trusted you and now im nearly do doing day 2
!!...i
cant believe im actualy doin this jorge!! anyway love
you loads thanx for bein ere !! have a great day xx.."
CH (female)
UPDATE: "Hi, Hope this msg finds you happy and
relaxed.....I think sommat mad is happenin,why arn't I
goin mad, why is ths not how i imagined it ...I only had
a 4ml subbi @ 7.30 am and 10ml diazi and feel fine...you
are a greater force helpin me through it arn't u... lol
xx I truly believe that... day 4 and feelin like
....HAPPY.... THANKYOU... .... take care xx"
CH (female)
UPDATE: "Good mornin,... Can't believe its day 5 it's
7.00 am just had 4ml subbi 10ml diazi... "The dopemans"
been phonin told him his gaer was that...,that i,m no
longer an addict his head was twatted, was funny lol
!... anyway bring on day 5 .... xx love you loads jorgexx"
CH (female)
"Hey Jorge, hope all is well at your end..let me start
off by thanking you, you really helped me a lot here,
i did what you told me and its actually
starting to work,... he got convinced and took a long vacation from
work and he seems like he really wants to stop using
heroin for real this time, ...thanks again for your very
effective advice.." RM (wife helping husband)
UPDATE: "(2 months later) Dear Jorge, i really hope you
are doing well...Thank God things are going smooth and
perfect so far and i'll always keep on saying it only
happened because of your effective advice and care,...
he totally believes now that he is better off without
heroin :D, we even went to london for two weeks and that
was a good change for both of us, we both needed it...
,.. Really thank you for everything Jorge, you were very
supportive, more than anyone, even more than my family, i really appreciated and i hope to see you soon :D, we
would love to meet in person...Kind regards,..."
RM
(wife helping husband)
"Hello Jorge. Thank you for your website! You are
awesome for sharing your story, your strength and your
inspiration! I appreciate your sense of humor too!
I
have been wanting my 18 year old brother to visit your
site, but have not brought it up yet. I was thinking of
writing a letter to him, saying "when you are ready...".
I have copied your "quitting cold turkey" section and
plan to get it to him as soon as I can. I will continue
to read over your website and educate myself. Thank You
so very much for your time..." DT (sister helping
brother)
UPDATE: "Dear Jorge,...It is with much lifted heart,
tears in my eyes, a smile on my face, that I write back
to give you our update. First, thank you for giving me
immediate feedback at such a desperate time... He put a
little weight back on and got some sleep. He said 3 days
in wasn't as bad as 1 day of what he was going through.
..., the judge ordered him to a 90 day program. It's
called Crossroads. He is allowed occassional passes to
leave for 4 hours at a time, with support person. And,
we are allowed to visit him for 4 hours on the weekends
that he doesn't leave. """ looks bigger, stronger, more
relaxed and handsome, than I have ever seen him. """
seems to want his life now. He is talking about maybe
staying on at the house as a Resident Advisor, after he
graduates. He'll be joining about a dozen family members
for a Tepanyaki Dinner tonight. I am so happy today.
And, so happy to write you this note. Thank You, Jorge,
for your support and your care. Sincerely,..."
DT
(sister helping brother)
"Thanks Jorge. Im trying hard to stay strong.... .All I
know is that Im not this...I just want to be normal
again and be able to wake up everyday without having to
worry about seeing my dealer before I go to work and
when I come home... I wanna quit! Please pray for me
Jorge, I have my whole life ahead of me...." BT (female)
UPDATE: "I am hanging in there,....
Im on day 4 I think. Im just having such a rough week but Im hanging in there
I threw all my stuff away and my Moms is always by my
side,...I still feel chills from time to time and just
not quite 100%... I just keep focused on getting my
health back..., I know my body will take time to get
back to normal and I want to be 100% when I do return to
work or school... And Thank You Sincerely Jorge you have
been a great supporter and I don't think I could have
done this without you!..." BT (female)
UPDATE: "Hello Jorge! I'm doing well, still going
strong! I am not sure how many days its been but Im
assuming a couple weeks.... I'm quite confident that I
will maintain my sobriety....Im feeling better and
better everyday, and want to continue on the right path,
and plan to do so... I am doing everything in my power
to stay strong. Something just clicked this time,
it
just feels different. I am closer to my family more than
ever. Thank you so much... I really love hearing from
you, it helps me keep myself in line..." BT (female)
UPDATE: "(40 days later) Hello there Jorge!
I'm very
happy to report that i am still sober and doing great!
My physical health is coming back slowly but surely
(I've gained 10 pounds!) ..., I'm on the right path
and
will continue to stay on that path with the continued
support of my family, and of course, YOU! You really
have made quite the difference friend, thank you sincerly for helping save this young girls life. This is
just the beginning, but in the future I would like to
help others like me, I'm thinking of going back to
school, to be a drug counseler in the near future. These
are my goals. But for now I am starting at smaller goals
like going to meetings, and church every Sunday and
Wednesday. I've done well so far, and enjoyed it. Thanks
again Jorge, Stay in touch!..." BT (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 4 "Hello Jorge! Well, just wanted to
update you on a few recent events in life.... I think I
am going to... go back to school. I bought a car!
And
just basically getting my life back slowly but surely.
It has been a long, hard journey my friend, but it is
paying off most definitely! Life is good.
I'm getting my
sleep and health back on track, slowing working on
regaining my families trust, and
getting financially
stable little by little. Any money I have over $100 I
don't keep on me, I give it to someone I trust-like my
grandma or mom..... Things are going well Jorge. Thank
you for your continued support ...." BT (female)
"Hey, nice website. Long story short, ive been cold
turkey off of herion for 4 days.. I have a great job,... Im so fortunate to have the privelige of rebuilding my
bankroll.... keep up the good work, im battleing, but no
chemical is better than me. ..thx for responding. I
really wasnt expecting that. The kindness of a stranger
has an amazing effect on people, thank you Mr.
Fernandez..." RK (male)
"Hello Jorge, How was your week end? My husband is doing
fine so far, he still clean on his 14th day.... His dad
is playing a big role now, especially with his
characteristic transfer from tough to loving, caring,
and treating him with love and being patient. As per
him, his body is more relaxed now.... Sometimes he is
very good, talking with us and laughing... Thank you so
much for your care and time. I will keep you updated!
Cheers..." MK (wife helping husband)
UPDATE: "Hello Jorge, I hope u r doing fine.
""" is
doing fine so far. He is better, we spent the weekend at
the mountains with his family and aunts, he enjoyed and
he was talking and laughing most of the times. Sometimes
he is relaxed and sometimes no, but he is clean so far,
he is going to reach his one month, ...I really hope
hell keep this progress. Thank you Jorge,..."
MK (wife
helping husband)
"ahoy there jorge.ive been snorting h for da last 19
months.5-8 bags a day. just read your whole site and is
stoked to start cold turkey asap. im from south africa
and da h scene is getting out ofhand...snorted my last
line about 2 hours ago and never want to touch it again. im gonna stock up on positive, films, music,
vitamines,meds etc. tomoro and then just bite the
bullet. looking forward to hearing from you bro. thanx
for da great info. wish me luck..." NG (male)
"My day one starts tomarrow..... I've been a drug addict
since I was 12. I've tried before but hreoin is newer to
me. I've been doing it for almos a year and I'm so far
gone its quit or die! anyways wish me luck. I've made my
shopping list and IM DOING THIS!!!..."
CK (female)
"hey there Jorge,.. i just ran into your site and it has
been very helpful to me... im a 19 year old kid . ive
been on this drug almost 2 years and i cant continue
like this..., Thank you. and thank you for your usefull
website. God Bless You. thanks..." SC (male)
"Hi! I've been doing heroin on and off for the past 8
years, and I'm sick of it! I'm spending at least $100 a
day to just be well. I don't even get high any more....
I'm ready to quit though. I'm thinking of getting a
hotel room and stocking it with everything I need...Your
website has given me hope to finally quit for the first
time. And you don't know how grateful I am. I was
starting to think I was just going to be an addict for
the rest of my life. The worst thing in life is giving
up on yourself. I can't wait to quit...Thank you for
everything!..." LT (female)
UPDATE: "Wow! I can't believe you replied to me so
quickly.... That
means so much that you actually took the time to read my
e-mail and respond to it. Thank you for sending me
testimonials from the two girls. It really makes me
believe that I can finally quit this time with you and
my man on my side. I keep reading and rereading all of
your articles. Preparing to quit. And this time, I'm
NEVER going to try heroin again. Thank you so much for
your website. I really thought I was going to be a fuctioning heroin addict for the rest of my life. And
you writing me back means the world to me. My family and
my friends all gave up on me, but a total stranger
believes in me.... Thanks for EVERYTHING! You have
really been such an angel to me, and I can't wait to
quit and help you out some day.!..." LT (female)
UPDATE: "Hi Jorge! So I was feeling pretty.... today. My
dealer even offered to hang out with me and get me high,
and I turned him down!. Any ways,
I took NyQuil around
2. It's almost 9 now. And I just took some Valerian
Root. ...Hopefully, tomorrow I'll be all better! That's
what I keep telling myself at least.... Thanks for
everything!..." LT (female)
UPDATE: "Hey! So I'm on day 2!
Thank God! I actually got
about two hours of sleep a couple hours ago! I took a
bunch of melatonin and tons of Valerian Root, and
they've really helped the anxiety and restlessness..
Thanks for everything!..." LT (female)
UPDATE: "You're not going to believe this,
but my only
symptoms now are fatigue, restlessness and cold chills.
What's going on? My eyes aren't even watering any more,
and I haven't taken any flu medicine in 5 hours. That
would be awesome if I was coming out of withdrawals!
..." LT (female)
UPDATE: "Wow! I can't believe how much better I feel
already.... I took a shower and shaved and put makeup
on. I thought my boyfriend was going to have to take a
cab to get here! But no, I'm picking him up. Thanks for
everything! Also, I just talked to my friend back home.
We used to do dope together and after reading your
website, he decided to get on subs and go to NA! Again,
thanks for everything. You really are a lifesaver..." LT
(female)
UPDATE: "Hi Jorge! So I'm on Day 7! I can't believe I
did it! Thank you sooo much! It's so weird feeling my
body again.... My dealer keeps texting me even though I
erased his info. But I don't care. I don't need him any
more. I'm going back home to become a yoga instructor! I
love yoga so much. Thanks again for saving my life..."
LT (female)
UPDATE: "Jorge! I'm doing really well!..., and
I'll be
sober for 2 months next week! I'm finally caught up on
my overdraft fees and paying people back too! I've been
passing your website on to all my friends. It seems like
everyone I know, even people I never knew got high, are
addicted to heroin now. My boyfriend and I both had
friends who ODed last month. If it wasn't for you, I
could have been one of them. Thank you again and again
for being there for me..." LT (female)
NEW UPDATE:
Month 6 "Jorge!... It's my 6 month anniversary! Yay! I never could've done it without you! Thank you
again and again for saving my life. I can't tell you or
thank you enough! I'm moving back home, and my family's
going to take care of me. And I'm going back to school
in the fall! I'm going to yoga instructor training next
month, and I'll start teaching classes.... You changed
my life, Jorge. Honestly. I was so broken and hopeless 6
months ago. I had been struggling with heroin for 8
years! I could have been dead right now, but you saved
me. I've been clean for 6 months because of you. And I
have no doubt in my mind that I'll stay clean for the
rest of my life. Thank you!.." LT (female)
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Because the truth is, you CAN do this! You CAN
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and for all.
All you gotta do now is just do it. Or at least
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And for all the mothers, fathers, sisters,
brothers, girlfriends, boyfriends and friends of
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